When interaction increases, there are always conflicts/dissatisfaction instead of closer bonds formed? I guess every individual is different in their own way. For me there are certain things I cannot accept and would flare up if ppl treat me liddat. I never say doesnt mean I dun mind. If i say it out bluntly, it's goanna be me being oversensitive and petty all over again. Is it really so hard to spare a thought for others? Am i really a person tt is v hard to understand? If im happy, I'll smile. If im unhappy, i'll not smile. Liddat lor? Im nt emo-ing lah.. Just tt I got reminded of unhappy stuffs durin the first mth of working in kbox tt got me so irritated tt I wasnt lookin fwd to anythin else. It feels just like tt time which was pretty miserable for me. =S anw it's separate issues nw thou the content seemed to be similar. Mayb coz everything is interlinked~ I think im juz too bored during work! Got too much time to think abt everything tt happen under the sun, including the 1 mth in Sydney. I cant believe tt it hasnt even been a yr I've went UNSW for exchange. I felt as it it was 2 yrs ago already.. =O Sometimes I really hope i get the chance to go overseas and study longer, at least half a yr! Staying in sg makes me feel like 原地踏步 and nt learning anythin..

Ok i duno wad weird entry is this.. Althou my intern is reli boring to the MAX but i guess i'll b blogging q frequently coz i got nth better to do nowadays lol. Need to catch some slp else tml will be piao-ing ardddddd in my office =S

窗外的天氣
就像是 你多變的表情
下雨了 雨陪我哭泣
看不清 我也不想看清

#離開你 我安靜的抽離
不忍揭曉的劇情
我的淚流在心裡
學會放棄

聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清昕
你的呼吸 像雨滴滲入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停

讓想念繼續 讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie Love

窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累積
屋內的濕氣 像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停

雨愛的秘密 能一直延續
我相信我將會看到 彩虹的美麗

冷冷的空氣
很仔細 我無法呼吸
一萬顆 雨滴的距離
很徹底 讓愛消失無息

Shopping trip today cost me abt $100! I bought jeans, 2 tops, wallet, shoes and a pair of bermudas for my bro! DAMMIT it was too small =( Im gg back on mon to change for him... haiz! Hate buyin stuff for ppl coz im v scared tt the size doesnt match! Althou my mama say she will pay me back but I think im nt collecting frm her lo, esp when it doesnt fit my bro! =( My bro wasnt the one who asked me to buy for him, it's my ah bu. zhen shi de! She worry my bro wun hv enuff clothes/shorts/jeans to wear for work and sch! Althou i kept telling her if he reli ran out of clothes to wear, he would definitely go and shop on his own. But.. HAIZ. She always rebutt my pt by sayin wait till I give birth to my own son and c if I still say the same ting. Im nt so inhumane as to throw my child aside, let him/her stuff and go enjoy myself lah! Juz tt i think there isnt a need to take care of every small single ting. It doesnt mean if dun help ur child to take care of certain stuff means u're neglecting and nt giving care for ur child ma.. I cannot relate! Well I guess there isnt a need to think abt how I'll deal w my kids in future.. It's still FARRRRRRRRRRRR. HAHA.

Had ajisen SET MEAL for dinner today! =O My diet plan gone lo! coz of hy lah, tt hungry pig! HAHA oops =P I restrained myself frm drinking starbucks when we met up w elaine, joan and MEI HUA! Finally mei hua signed up for fb acc le!! LOL. I think we're kinda mean lol. I think we'll get our karma sia lol. Perhaps I aly gotten mine lol.

Chi ba BOOM le lah! Mon hvin dinner w fst peeps @ Bugis (can shun bian changed tt pair of bermudas! hope the size will be right else v wasted!) Yanping's belated and st bdae celebration nxt week! All the pressies and dinners r making me DAMN BROKE. We're finally reaching the end of the yr le! All the big big 21st parties are soon gg to be over! HAHA.

Lookin fwd to meetin up w e 7cs oso!! bbbbbbbqqqqqqqqqqq =D
Whoa so late le.. Alrite shall go and slp le~!

I juz signed up new york skin package for 6 sessions @ $321! =( My bank acc is nearly zero soon =O Tml i'm gg shoppin too! I hvnt reli shop for a long time le! Everytime after exams I MUZ shop so tt i will feel complete lol! SInce hk we end up sightseeing more den shopping, i shall make tml my shopping trip. =P I guess I need take money frm my financial aid loan for me to survive 1 more mth b4 i get my 1st mth pay le!! Cham i better make sure my financial aid loan is enough for me to pay for my sch fees lol. Took $2k for my Sydney and $500 for my hk trip le hahaha. Oh man i reli hope my rashes can go away after the treatment!! My skin was still perfectly alright 2 days ago... What happened???? =( Im stopping my clinique nw and using back my old facial pdt.. Hope my face can heal fast else I would hv no mood to go out! =( oops I told my mum I went for face treatment but did nt tell her I signed up a package lol! I dun wan her to get a heart attack haha!

Sia lah hp bill juz came and my dad face became black upon seeing the figure! Tt damn IDEAS internet i used in macau cost me $6+! FREAK! Regretted it to the max!! I should hv juz smsed sia!!! I could hv sent 10 sms w tt amt of money!! In addition, I did send sms and made fone call in macau/hk as well! CHI BA BOOM! I tink I need to pay for my fone bill sia.. =S Mayb it wasnt THAT bad but coz my sis hp bill came as well and it's a 3 digit figure! It's like twice of mine lah~!

Took typhoid jab today.. My left arm feels sore... Im constantly under the impression tt sth sharp is poking my left arm - super weird sensation! Mayb coz i kept thinking abt it and 'amplified' the sensation lol. I hv no idea whether the typhoid jab will come useful to me anot.. My supervisor asked me to take coz juz in case need our help to do some packaging or preparation in the kitchen! However, we're still doin researchhhh... Still duno wad direction to go yet! She's expecting us to extend as well.. Prob until june?? Omg siann. I reli HATE research work! I prefer admin leh actually. HAHA. Cham im getting rebellious.. From checking of hotmail, twitter, gmail chat, hotmail web messenger and facebook! =P I hv a feeling i'll start blogging nxt lol. She did warn us internet access is STRICTLY monitored =P HAHA. She stated clearly no facebook + youtube! oops. I think I really courting death!

Haha interesting to see alot of ppl's nick quoting phrases frm the dramas im watching as well!
惊世骇俗丑不垃圾香菇头, 有本事抛弃别人，就应该有本事扛起被抛弃的痛苦! 摄影真的能让瞬间变成永恒吗? 我想那永恒也只是短暂的吧。下一站，幸福？
Whoa these can be actually linked tog nicely! HAHA. watched too many dramas le lol.
Coming up nxt few - gong xin ji, u're beautiful, police show sequel 3 (forgot title le)!

>>AHH save me! I feel suffocated! =S

My face is rotting nw.. =( Im nt sure iszit coz of the clinique pdt i juz started using or coz i dun hv enuff slp! AHHHH i hope it's e latter... Coz i dun wanna throw my clinique aside! It cost me ard $100 leh!! Ok i shall sleep early today and hope tml my face can recover! HAHA. Went to lib to borrow another xiao shuo today! =O I wonder how am i gg to read my xiao shuo wout my office ppl knowing lol! I think abit hard lah... Oops im like 得寸进尺 =P From merely checking my hotmail, to twitter today! HAHA. I tried signing on to ebuddy but den the website was forbidden! Surf ard websites for chi lyrics and came across a few more forbidden sites! Sia lah and on the 3rd attempt there was some weird statement.. Got 不祥的预感! Mayb i shud abide by the law for the rest of this week juz in case! HAHA. Alrite im gg off le! Argh 4th day of intern tml! A LONG WAY TO GO!! JIAYO!!

I think this sem is indeed a turning pt in my life.. I actually said so much things, did so much. Initially I thought I would juz bring them into my grave since there was nth for me to hold on anymore.. I thought everything will juz end with a nice full stop after verifying so as nt to hv any regrets in my ltr part of my life.. but it continued unexpectedly. Is tt gd or bad? I really duno... Mayb gd in the sense tt i was really very happy at tt pt of time.. I felt as if nth else ever matter in my life as long as it remained like this, simple and nice. However, juz when I was already so used to being happy, I was being forced back to the cruel reality, alone and helpless. I know this wasnt deliberate.. Thus it's even sadder... Mayb I was juz so insignificant so can be thrown aside unknowingly. U can tell me a million times how true it is, but if I dun feel it, means it isnt there. Things tt can be easily let go/forgotten, how do u let people believe these things were once impt to u before? Stop giving lame excuses tt u forcing urself to let go and thus u finally did. It's crap seriously. U're juz tryin to justify ur actions and make u seem like a not-so-heartless person. Anw up till now I nv once believed the things u ever said to me, so u dun need to worry of being tagged as a heartless person. I was telling my fren bottling up stuff means i prob couldnt reli let go.. So i decided to blog this entry. I nv hope to go back to the past coz 我过不了自己的那一关. Believe it or not. I cannot forget this. I've nv shed tt much tears and got myself so badly injured before. Even if ppl dun believe, I dun care anymore. I dun care how ppl judge me coz im reli v sick of being so conscious of how i portray to others and how to be someone ppl want me to be. I think it has been really long I've last blogged an emo entry... Mayb coz I was reli too bz during the sem - chionging reports and projects. The intern tt i've been dreading is finally here.. There's soooo much stuff to do lah! Flipping thru one of the senior report today which is super duper thick w lots of scientific infor and results! I really duno how im gg to come up w sth of tt sort at tt end of my intern. ARGH. Nvm i shall worry abt it ltr... =S I know I prob would hv difficulty keeping in contact w frenz durin my intern coz i'll miss out the gatherings and stuff. I've did my best.. It seemed like Im the only one giving the damn abt it. Fine. Mayb I shud juz conc on researching for my internship stuff, watching dramas and catching as much sleep as possible. Im really v tired, but who really cares?

Finally all my exams are over!!! If everythin goes on smoothly, it'll be my last exam as a stud! The thought of it makes me feel abit sad sia.. I juz finished packing my luggage for hk!! Why do i feel tt i forgot to pack sth in? Like juz nw I suddenly rem i forgot to pack my contact lens case but i packed my contact lens solution aly lol! OMG IM FLYING OFF LTR!!! Plane 640am.. im cabbing to yaya hse and we're travelling tog in e wee hrs 4am+ HAHAHA. Hvnt planned our macau trip yet! I guess i dun need to slp tonight le!!! My dad keep sayin i v lihai.. 2nd time travelling overseas by myself again while they still remain in sg! HAHA. Alritee i shall prepare to go out le! Will be back on 4th dec! Shall update my blog when im back!! Hope everythin goes on smoothly! =D

Today's engine paper was really v bad for me. I dun think i can pass the paper unless they give me sympathy marks. Majority of my ans were just summarising wad is the qn asking and I dun hv final ans. -_-" My friends were sayin they prob wun fail else will affect department grades since our cohort is so puny small.. So im relyin on tt tiny hope! I dun wanna come back to study for 1 module and pay $3k!! =S

ok dun tok abt depressing stuff liao.. Finally recharged myself today! TOok a 4 hrs nap!! I didnt really slp well coz i keep waking up every hr or so.. LIke i tink the stressness is without my body clock liao.. Dun allow myself for resting so long =O Watched 2 ep 海派甜心! 惊世骇俗丑不垃圾香菇头 v cute inside the show!! HAHA. I know this is random but i decided to keep long hair le! =P Jialat hvnt touch my work at all! and im still hvin 2 more papers on thurs and sat! Wish me luck coz sensory got LOTS TO MEMO and enzyme totally nv touch them since half a sem ago! AIYA HECK LE. Ltr den i start...

Whee our flossy bites won $1k for the innovative award!! =D gd job everyone! congrats to bird nest grp who won the grand price of $3k!! ^^
Alrite im gg to bathe soon and start revision SOON (i hope! =P)

im really very very very tired. I know it's onli a few more days and i shud really put in effort to study and endure juz tt bit more.. But i realised this entire sem has been reli tedious for me.. Been forcing myself lots of late nights for reports datelines.. Chionging like 5 cores revision in e reading week. It's juz tooooooo much! Im v tired.. I know ive been repeating it. but im really tired beyond words. Sleeping at 3 plus, waking up at 6 plus for exams. back to back consecutive 2 papers is madness. I dun tink i can finish studyin so i guess no slp for tonight. Pretty amazing yeah? 3 hrs slp for 2 days. Im breakin my record soon. still got lots more.... im losing conc, losing focus but most imptly i lost my source of motivation.

FST @ red dot on thurs! (2nd last day of sch!) Damn shuang they provided us w 3 samples of beer and 3 'tanks' of FREE REFILL!! Hee fst subsidised half of the cost and we only need pay $10 which included dinner as well! =D This reminds me of our fst malaysia trip which we only paid $20 and get to stay in a super nice hotel w international buffet for breakfast! But i rem i didnt eat much coz i was afraid of car sickness! In occasions like this, im v glad to be in fst!! LOL. Went to watch gf is an agent which i tot it was pretty entertaining but my fren found it boring after a while lol.

Friday! Last day of my stud life!! =( Time passes really v fast... I was juz telling Esther.. It has been almost 3 yrs we know one another and im reli glad we're still keeping in contact and gg out for gatherings! =) At nite, met up w 7cs @ hotpot and we had hotpot, cooked dishes, ice cream and choc fondue buffet!!!!!!! Oh man when all my other frenz were hving their dessert, I was still tackling the main course =O TIAN i tink i shud reli cut down on my diet!! Im reli growing fatter and FATTER!!!!!

Juz finish ivle online qns for cm 'midterm' and its reli time to get into the mugger mood!!! Finally no more DATELINES/REPORTS!!! I guess there are modules I can only study the day b4 the exam ba.. Gosh. I've nv read all those notes b4 lah. Super duper clean. V uneasy coz i felt v unprepared this time round. Well, there's nth I can do anymore but to PIA. Pushing everythin else to the back of my mind and FOCUS!! I got this reli bad habit of mine as I always get hooked terribly to tv dramas durin the exam period! I even sat down and watched tao hua xiao mei lol. I didnt noe mediacorp shows can be so addictive lol. I guess im juz too NUAAAA.


*Pressie frm cousin for bdae pressie! =)
Met my cousin downstairs juz nw as he came specially to pass me the pressie! Thanks alot! Shawn shawn was oso downstairs <3 But he quickly hide beneath the table when he saw me! LOL. SO CUTE LAH! Rem the scene of him digging his face and laid on the bed like a dead fish when i wanted to take foto w him tt time! =P

<edited> On a random note..............

HAIZ. Initially it was juz a cracked and I went to YIH, hoping service/replace since it's still under warranty.. I din pin much hopes on getting a new one for free lah and was hoping mayb I can purchase a new one at a reduced cost. FROM A CRACKED become liddat!!! Super pissed tt guy actually tore tt cracked part and threw it away!!! In the end the whole batt can be seen.. =S I v sad liao.... I duno how much does it cost to purchase a brand new batt sia.. And im nt sure iszit worth investing coz my lappy is gg be 3 yrs old soon.. Mayb i shud buy a new one? But den my acer still working well sia.. amazingly esp when everyone all commented acer is a super lousy brand! Buy new one = $$ = Give up on tt idea! I think i prob hv difficulty to find money for hk liao! Money crisis =O

<edited> I forgot to add in why this crack appeared in the first place.. It was kinda retarded lah. Ydae night as i off my lappy, den i rem i need to print my report so i tried to on it again. But I couldnt on it either using plug and/or battery! Den i decided to hold my lappy and attempt to cool it in front of e fan. ARGH but I didnt noe the batt wasnt fix v securely to my lappy so it dropped to the floor!!>

WAEYO!!! =(

I made a super duper weird dream last night. I dreamt tt I had cancer and it felt really v real. I could even feel the physical pain etc. In my dreams, I was keeping this away frm my frens and contemplating whether I shud go for a few tings tt I nv had the courage to coz Im only left w half a yr more. =( Omg i duno why i had this kind of dream.. It's rare tt I get to rem my dreams so clearly after I woke up.. I hope it isnt a bad premonition or sth liddis will happen. Really v scary leh! It felt really as if its happening in my life right nw coz of the ppl ard me tt I'd dreamt abt - frenz and family. =S

RAWR. Mayb im too stressed. Last week of sch still so many tings yet to be done!! Exams starting nxt sat!! =O I duno how am i gg to survive thru... JIAYO!

6 nov 2009
NPD comp @ somewhr in red hill~ HAHA steffi and qing qing v funny lol! I still rem when steffi say" how much is it ah", " wah so CHEAP AH!" den everyone burst out laughing lol!! =D

( pics summarise everything.. )

8 Nov 2009
Started to panic!! SO DEAD. Spent 5 hrs collating npd report.. Another 3 hrs doing red rice wine ppt (only halfway thru)! Shucks my engine report, shelf life report, assignment and tutorials! CHAM CHAM. Spent more den 1 hr on fb uploading fotos and blogging as well. HAHA. I really 不知死活! Ok im gg to do my engine report le!!! =S

Engine test finally over! But exams comin up soon! We're officially left w 2 weeks to pia remaining datelines - presentations, reportsSssS and ASSIGNMENTS! CRAP cm prof will be giving us BRING HOME ASSIGNMENT TO DO?????? He still hvnt upload lor!! =S I kinda of wondered mayb i reli took the wrong module haiz. Well, abit too late to say all these le rite? CHAM v screwed up. I duno how many times I've said tt im soooo screwed up but im nt exaggerating!! NPD competition tml and the FINAL presentation on mon!! AND TTS IT!!! eh no still got exam.. =S ARGH. This stupid module is taking up 452719504615424912 HRS of our time for a freaking 40%!! Tml gg early to make our final batch of crackers!!! JIAYO FELLOW BCH MATES!!

Reached home pretty late today coz was doing some packaging in sch b4 tt.. Erm I didnt help much thou coz i spent more den half the time eating my ayam penyet LOL! I swear i took more den 30 mins to finish it!! =P Broke my record for eating a meal for SOOOO LONG LOL! Was soooooo determined juz nw to start on my engine report when Im back home but I ended up watchin 烈火雄心3 w my mum!! We watched 4 eps sia!! Nw we're at the final ep!! WHOA! =P

Alrite shan let it bother me anymore. =)
im gg to make a call to jetstar to enquire our baggage tingy! byeee!

Haiz currently still in sch, doing this damn report from 4pm+ to 11pm??!!!!! I hvnt start mugging for my thurs test AT ALL! My lect notes r BLANK... Need to go and read txtbk to really understand wad's gg on.. Totally duno wad is happening for this module!! =( Wish me luck!!!!



<edited> RAHHHH freaking irritated. The damn train broke down at Jurong east and i waited like 15 mins! ARGH and the damn kiasu ppl juz RUSH IN THE MOMENT THE TRAIN ARRIVE WOUT GIVING A DAMN ABT THE PPL THEY ACCIDENTALLY/INTENTIONALLY BANGED INTO. Yes the reason why i was so pek cek coz i was one of those who kena knocked into. Plz lah for goodness sake! It's nt as if the train is damn packed and tts ur last train home and u're afraid u cant board the train thus u squeeze like mad. It's purely juz to get the seats. RAWR. Totally no manners!! And the most funny thing is tt they alighted at the 3rd stop?! WTH LAH. Means tt their entire train ride is juz erm 7 mins to be exact. I totally cannot understand these ppl!!! I dun care whether im being bitchy in this post coz i know of someone who is WORSE den me. I cant be bothered to type anythin and stoop to her lvl lah. There r simply too many ppl who are juz so 目中无人, self-centered and selfish. So wad's the pt of priority seats on e train? Im nt expecting those ppl to give up seats to me lah but i totally look down on ppl who was mindful there r elderly/pregnant women ard them and yet they refused to get up. My face thruout the journey was super duper ultra BLACK. I know i look qian bian to some ppl but I CANT BE BOTHERED. I was STANDING w my bag stuffed w lappy, READING AND HIGHLIGHTING my engine notes lah. TOO DESPERATE TO STUDY LIAO. Den there's this guy beside me, staring at my notes.. I didnt know he's so INTERESTED in my notes. Mayb i shud juz lend him to read since i got MANY to spare.. TIAN AH. I seriously dun tink i can finish studying lor. IRRITATED! Took me 2 hrs to get home!! @$^$*#@R#*@

DAMN i kept eating non stop after i reached home... Ate one whole plate of omelette, half a plate of veg, 1 bowl of soup, 1 whole chunk of cake. If i continue liddat, there'll be undesirable consequences RAWR. Ok lah i shan waste time harping on nt enuff time and shud go and make gd use of the timeeee.

30.10.09 kbox at MS + suki ya w foodies!!
whee we got 1 jug of lemon honey free and extended hrs of singing w extra mics! =P The only benefit we had for working in kbox as we get to noe the staff lol! the grp pic was abit blur! taken by hy's fren~ they dropped by as they were being entrusted a mission lol! tts how we get our flowers haha!

( fst foodiesss... )
So glad we hv one another to tide over this disgusting sem!! JIAYO my beloved foodies! Thank u all for the flowers+angbao and last but nt least.. watermelon as well! =P

31.10.09 Saturday
Didnt wanna organise any party but my mum helped me settled everythin b4 i knew it! lol! She called my relatives already so i ended up calling a few of my frens as well! I didnt call all my frenz coz I plannin to celebrate separately! I think if everyone comes tog v messy and I dun tink my hse got space lol! My poor mum was super duper tired after today coz she basically cooked everythin by herself!! I really think my mum is v li hai.. Duno when will i inherit half of her cooking genes! We didnt call for buffet coz we dun hv 30 ppl.. thinking tt since onli 10+ ppl den cooking shud b manageable? From a 5 dishes plan, we ended up cooking 10 dishes! =O I nv reli helped much lah.. Except doin those preparation stuff.. Majority of the cooking was done by her! I muz reli thank my mum!! + my dad as well for preparing the food+cake!! <3 ahh but the cake was abit disappointing.. coz the cake master wasnt ard.. our original fruit cake became a nt v nice cream cake =( Im v thankful to hv my family and frenz to make my 21st a special one!! =D
( at a ulu part of yishun aka my hse~! )

Food engine lecturer juz told us today tt nxt thurs we're hving our mid term! =S Im reli v dead... I totally duno wad's gg on for this module and den im supposed to go for some test in a few days time??!! I tink i reli need to mug like mad... ARGH my weekends are gone.. but it's like even more saddening to study durin ur bdae rite? =( So i guess my reli mugging time will be nxt mon-wed.. But there's npd stuff to do oso.. The presentation is comin up nxt nxt mon! Got lots to prepare! Im nt a v gd contributor in a grp but i hope tt i can be of some help.. like perhaps sieving out infor and stuff? HAHA. There's like hundreds of pages of the previous npd reports to read to prepare for the presentation.. Sialah v stressful sia! But the damn proj is onli 40%! And 1/4 of them are graded accordingly to peer evaluation.. This is retarded! -_-"

Oops currently in sci lib coz i ponned my food safety lect.. Im nw doin engine report! Hoping to finish chiongin 1 today... There's another engine lab tml = another engine report.. But i guess i'll onli do tt report after exam ends! Omg nv ending leh seriously... The time when we reli finished chiongin datelines will be week 13 sia!! And we're onli left w 1 week to study for 5 my cores! ARGH DUN UNDERSTAND!! OMT im like 30 mins late for all my lect nw lah... Reached at 830am and i slept my way thru the lect again... Really hopeless! I cant register anything tt the lecturer says.. Screwed up this sem, my last sem. =( 

24.10.09 - Flash mob at CBD raffles place! =D

While waitin for the music to start, we decided to take pics!! HAHA. Oh no i was late on tt day and prob they will deduct money coz they stated in the email so tt it's more fair! HAHA. aiya shud hv left my hse 15 mins earlier lol! It's reli an amazing experience to participate in such an event and get to earn money!! HAHA =P Thou there's alot of negative comments coz ppl think tt it's isnt exactly spontaneous since we had like 3 weeks to prepare etc.. But i tink it's aly a breakthrough for sg to hv events liddis! We cannot expect sg culture to change overnight rite? So I think it's a gd start aly! Hope more of these will come and more job lobangs! Hee.

We went to watch Fame after tt! I think the movie is nice! The ppl inside the movie r all-rounded talents lah! Oh ya there's alot of gd shows comin up... SALAHHH no time and money to watch! Comin up nxt shud b sister's keeper =D

25.10.09 Flash mob at wisma and dinner at cafe cartel!









After dinner, we went clark quay coz we were tinkin of chillin at some pub~ In e end we ended up in rebel club coz it's $15 inclusive 2 free drinks! HAHA. Wu hua ma lol!! =D We went in at ard 10+ but left at ard 1am.. I felt so tired duno y.. I think reli old liao!! HAHA. Last time at 4am oso nt so tired de leh! As we decided to leave the club, they started playin love game!! Den i was like ahhhh why din they play earlier!! Ydae clubbin was full of desperate guys sia.. They keep grinding grind gals -_-" Den there's this grp of guys, they kept lookin in our direction and one of them started approaching us.. Den his other frenz were like urging him to go for it or wad. Mad lor.. We seriously cant be bothered w them and we shifted away frm them! Tt stupid yb keep sayin ah 21 le shud go for it =S I got so sui bian ma?? Zhen shi de!!! Hee but i saw q alot of cute guys inside thou! =P HAHAHAHA.

Thanks for the celebration and the pressie! <3 I'll bring the bag to hk!! Hee. Even thou we're all seeing each other less often than before.. Im v glad tt we din drift apart! I missed our rehearsals and how we all worked towards a common goal! Haiz I guess once I start working, there'll be no turning back.. So I shall enjoy while it lasts! =) To the other 2 peeps who are studyin overseas now, I MISS YOU GUYS LOTS! I guess we're all v bz w our stuffs and din get tok much nowadays! =( Take care all my frens! Love ya all! <3